Wednesday, May 10, 2006

She makes the city seem like home....

...and now I am in SMC for 4 whole months and I have no idea what I am going to do with myself. I was leaving Philly just when it was really starting to feel like home, and I started to make real, good friends. The masque is possibly the best organization, group, thing that I have ever joined. I think I have finally found my place at La Salle. As much as I didn't want to admit it, and pretended that it was all ok, for a while, I wasn't sure if La Salle was the place for me. I mean I had some friends (my neighbors), and I had Amanda, and thank god I had her. But I didn't really have a group, but now I do, all thanks to the masque. Leaving was really sad, and a lot harder than I expected it to be. Kiss the Wall, though I didn't even know everyone that well, was still really hard. To say goodbye to those kids ( I mean adults) and knowing that they were not going to be back next year. It's still weird to say that. And then my Golden Girls, I find it absolutely amazing how close you can get to a group of people in such a short amount of time. We started to really hang out, maybe 2 months ago, probably less, and now I consider all of them to be some of the best friends. Next year is going to be crazy, because we will have so much time to continue what we started. I have made so many memories my first year of college, that I can really see how people say its the best time of your life; Movie Nights, Masque formal, inductions, baby party, pledging(it was an experience), We hate boys night, diner runs, tech nights, and the list goes on and on. It is so bittersweet to leave because now I have even more people that I am really really going to miss, but then again...the homework is over.

And Back home, geeze its so weird to say that, I am going to be back home in my parents house for the next 4 months, count them 4, I really don't know how I am going to get through. The arguing has already started, I have a curfew, I still need to find a job, I have to ask to use the car, o my the summer will be a long one. But its so nice to see the Usuals again. I missed them more than they can even comprehend, they are my home, no matter where we are, or if we are separated I know they are always there for me, and they are going to make being back in SMC worth it. So that's all for now, adios.....

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