Finally Doing It

So everyone else has done this 15 people thing, you know the stuff you would never say to people and write it on here anonymously. I will hopefully keep mine nice and light, hopefully.

1) You're my best friend, I pretty much consider you a sister, and I never call you as much as I should. I hate that we can't spend the summer together because we are off in our own worlds trying to get our lives together. But I miss you and I can't wait till august when we can spend every waking second together.

2)I hate that sometimes I forget how much of a good friend you are. It seems when I am away from you I distance myself from you, but I don't mean too. I'm sorry if I didn't keep in touch as much as I should have in Ireland, but your emails always made me happy and brightened my day. I can't wait till next semester. I promise to be a better friend.

3) You are a tool. Plan and simple. Sometimes you can be nice and funny, but most of the time, A tool.

4) I don't like that you keep pushing an issue that I have decided I don't want. I don't think you have realized it, but I have changed my mind about things between us. It scares me because I don't know how to tell you and I don't want to lose you.

5) I'm still not over you.

6)I don't know what to do about you. You left, then I left and I haven't seen you in ages, but yet I still can't let go. I'm curious about next semester and whether or not we will even be friends.

7) I hate that you are so mean to all of my friends. I hate that you are so mean to someone you call your best friend. I think you are rude and not a nice person at all. I'm happy someone finally stood up too you because I think you need a reality check. Im happy I know how people feel about you becuase now I don't feel I have to be nice to you all the time.

8)Sometimes you can be an egotistical jerk but I love you all the same. Sometimes you can be mean to people but I know you don't actually mean it. You're another person I could never live without. I am happy we became closer and that I get to see you all the time. You make life fun and keep things light.

9)I'm very curious about you. We've never talked before but I am intrigued by our friendship.

10)You are one of my closest friends. But then you got a boyfriend and you just seemed to forget about me and the rest of our group. I know you don't mean to, but sometimes you leave us hanging. I'm glad that we haven't grown apart but I just wish I could see you more often without your boyfriend, even though I adore him. I'm also scared for you. That you are going to get trapped in this relationship. Don't settle down to fast, remember to live.

11)I'm so proud of you. I'm proud how you are dealing with this latest situation. You are stronger than you think and you can survive anything. I consider you one of my closest friends and if you ever need me I am here for you no matter what.

12)You are the best guy friend I have ever had. I have never never never been able to open up to a guy before you. And I am happy that you are in my life. Im sad you won't be around as much but I know I will see you all the time. I hope you always stay the same, or if you grow that I grow with you.


13) I wish we could see each other more but you are amazing. You are such fun and it's nice to have someone not involved in my school life or home life that is completly seperate that I can talk to if i ever need a break. We were fated to be friends and I am happy that destiny brought us together.

14) I don't even know how to begin to tell you how much I appreciate and love you. You can make any situation fun and awkward at the same time. You make me laugh and I know I can always come to you and talk about anything under the sun. We had some rough times freshman year, but I am so glad we got through them, I can't imagine life without you.

15) Last but not least. You are amazing. Plan and simple. I like that we can just be. We don't even have to talk anymore and we understand each other. I'm sorry for leaving last semester, but I promise never to do it again. You are strong and I love it. You stand your ground and you are so smart. I envy you. I know we will be friends forever. You and the person above are my reasons for living, I love that I get to see both of you everyday.

There it is. Some of it is a little meanier than I anticipated but o well. My blog, deal with it.