So im really starting to realize how lucky I am to have the friends I have. Not only the amazing lasalle kids but my friends from home. For a long time, a very long time, I was very insecure over whether my friends were my friends or I just kept getting invited to thing because I was just there and was a usual person. But the closer we get I realize how amazing it is to have them, and that I really am accepted by them. Now I have to say there were definatly times in high school were I dont think they considered me to be as close as I thought or hoped we were, but now we really are. I can't go one day without talking to one of them, or all of them. I see them almost everyday I really can't imagine life without them. Like tonight we planned every weekend for the rest of the summer....dont make fun we live in a boring place and it takes lots of time to find things to do. So basically I realized how much I love them.
All in all it makes me realize how much I love all of my friends. And I miss my LaSalle kids so much, one weekend of seeing just a few of them was so nice...but it gets me itching to see everyone else. And since I only have weekend's off I dont know how many times I am gonna get up to see you kids. And speaking of LaSalle, I can't wait to come back, not only to see everyone, which is the main reason, but just to be back...to be on my own again. I hate living with parents after having so much freedom and I hate not having all my friends right down the hall. I just wanna be back. I know this is whiny but I know I'm not the only one, school is just so much better than living at home. But then again I don't wanna rush this, the more I wish for time to pass the more I am going to regret it after I am an old fogey. So a new resolution is to not wish for time to pass, not to wish days away just because I am busy, to enjoy it all because in 3 short years this will all be over....but that's all for now, adios
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